Therapy

02 Apr, 2025

I am meeting my new therapist today. While I know that the session should go smoothly, as I do tend to have a semi-alright hold on my emotions, I'm still scared. Logically, this might be normal. But it isn't, not for me. I'm scared that another face might emerge, and I'm scared that I'll lose it before it even begun. I'm terrified that I'll ruin this for the younger ones, the ones who may take over when my time is up.

Please, don't let me destroy any chance of help that the young ones might get. They need it so, so much. So much. If this goes well, I've done a good job. If I don't, I'm sorry.