Ramble

08 Apr, 2025

I'd like to flow, I think. I don't know what it would be, to be like that. All of them, versatile, flexible, flowing. I want to flow. If I could go softly along with the tides, I'd make an imprint upon the sand. I think, I have to think, because if I don't then I don't know where to start, that I'd be fine in any parallel world. My thoughts could take me there and I'd follow them. God, I wish I could follow them. These SSRIs and Antipsychotics are simply not enough, I want to flow. Please, God, let me flow.

Fuck, I'm sorry! I don't know what I just did? I can't comprehend... is this what it's like to flow?

Anyway. Please, enlighten me.

On the subject of enlightenment. No, I can't post that. I think I'd get pummeled with the anonymous users, and I don't particularly feel inclined to be harassed right now. Maybe later?